My inconsistencies are fighting to stay relevant. I feel it, I know it's there... I can feel like it is trying to narrate my thoughts. I only realised recently that my thoughts are becoming a little more clear since I've decided to not take myself so seriously. Even when the random thoughts speak so loudly I don't easily get side-tracked, which almost seemed impossible at one point.
The most random of pictures and clips of past scenes used to run havoc in my mind and my moods would swing as agile as the wildest monkey in the most remote jungle. I still have no reason to complain but if I didn't have a relentless positive outlook on my environment and identify the impact I had on it I would never remember key points like, "when life gives you lemons, know how to make lemonade." That line is so simple yet fresh to me, I don't ever want to forget its symbolism and I will die trying.
On another note, I also realised that the random images that were circulating through my mind had been created by me... only me, which meant that whatever I was doing up to that point was actually stuff I liked doing. The moment I discovered that, was the instant I stopped taking myself so seriously like someone slapped me in the face. Even my negative results were being generated from activities I was entertaining and anything I did that brought more thoughts which attracted those results were still done by myself at the end of the day.
My abstract thoughts are now as important to me as my future. It is one of the main sources of my creativity, the basic colours to my masterpiece and the reason why I have been sharing my thoughts on this weblog with anyone who can relate... the best lemonade on the planet too ;-) I now realise a lot more creative ideas accompanied with unlimited insight. I know this because I was willing to die before I had to choose to be cool with the mediocrity of my culture, my 'stressful at times' family life or even my lack of self-confidence. In order to become the best I can, I therefore have to realise the potential I already possess. I give thanks for my past, acknowledge the gift of the present and give my all in creating an awesome and prosperous future.
The most random of pictures and clips of past scenes used to run havoc in my mind and my moods would swing as agile as the wildest monkey in the most remote jungle. I still have no reason to complain but if I didn't have a relentless positive outlook on my environment and identify the impact I had on it I would never remember key points like, "when life gives you lemons, know how to make lemonade." That line is so simple yet fresh to me, I don't ever want to forget its symbolism and I will die trying.
On another note, I also realised that the random images that were circulating through my mind had been created by me... only me, which meant that whatever I was doing up to that point was actually stuff I liked doing. The moment I discovered that, was the instant I stopped taking myself so seriously like someone slapped me in the face. Even my negative results were being generated from activities I was entertaining and anything I did that brought more thoughts which attracted those results were still done by myself at the end of the day.
My abstract thoughts are now as important to me as my future. It is one of the main sources of my creativity, the basic colours to my masterpiece and the reason why I have been sharing my thoughts on this weblog with anyone who can relate... the best lemonade on the planet too ;-) I now realise a lot more creative ideas accompanied with unlimited insight. I know this because I was willing to die before I had to choose to be cool with the mediocrity of my culture, my 'stressful at times' family life or even my lack of self-confidence. In order to become the best I can, I therefore have to realise the potential I already possess. I give thanks for my past, acknowledge the gift of the present and give my all in creating an awesome and prosperous future.
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